I have zerrrooooo space for bullshit stories about how you can't live how you want, be who you want, create what you want OR complain about the shit you DON'T have while doing NOTHING to get closer to what you desire.
MINS 102847 space.
AND I fucking struggled to admit that for so long.
I let my old self be the reason I DIDN’T speak boldly, and yet She is the damn reason I need too.
All the BS stories on why I couldn't be "like this" because the me now would have triggered the fuck out of me back then.
A whole world of reasons why I was walking around carrying a self watering-watering can, making myself digestible enough for others to feel safe in their smallness.
Meanwhile the rebel in me screaming to be let out.
Until, there was NO holding her back.
She's doing her thang now.
And we literally NO space for BS smallness in our life.
Wanna play victim? epic
Wanna stay small? sweet
Wanna complain about all the shit in your life? cool
Wanna hide out in your BS stories? you do you
But fuck me I will not stand around and listen to it.
It's frankly boring.
I get bored of myself when I drop into even the street before that road.
Because YOU/WE ARE SO MUCH MORE FUCKING CAPABLE AND JUICY THAN THAT.
And the moment we GET that?
Suddenly nothing is impossible.
THIS is the shit I wish people saw and got.
THIS is the 'secret'
THIS is the difference that makes the difference.
BEING UN-FUCKING-AVAILABLE FOR ANY OF THE BS ABOUT YOU BEING POWERLESS.
I laugh at how much I see possible now.
At how much I don't even entertain "can't"
At how much I refuse to be told I need to be/do/have something different than what I am.
At how much I CHOOSE my life.
At how much anytime I desire something, I CHOOSE how to have it happen.
It just IS how I live now.
I laugh because it feels like I finally "found" the secret.
There ya go, people always want the secret to get "there"
The broken down, easy to digest, "how-to life for dummies" manual (lol I almost didn't write that bit) - but seriously we all want the key.
Being UN-FUCKING-AVAILABLE for your BS stories and get that you're a fucking HUMAN which means you're INCREDIBLE and full of POSSIBILITY and have the capacity to SHIFT anything in your life you desire.
AND be willing to go through whatever it takes to have it happen.
THE FUCKING END.
Oh and I just want to highlight the human bit. H U M A N so get that you will FEEL human stuff too.
Be ok with that.
That's the shit people run from which is why they don't live the life they desire.
No watering cans in sight around here anymore.
With love & a dose of OWN your humanness
Rebellious Heart | Sassy Mind | Fiery Soul